und gott antwortet ;

Date : 20250517
STATUS UPDATE № 7
OUTL

I kept the STATUS UPDATE № 1 simple in § ( A/( 1 ) ) to make It accessible by Lowering abstraction but the True nature of reality doesn't contain objects like a potato or a clock as Our domain doesn't define mass , length , depth , or any — other — Secondary quantities , so ; if We aim to understand the — fundamentally — ungraspable reality , We need to Under-stand that \( P \) & \( W \) are not forms , as in : They have no labels that matter , i.e./ You can call Them Any-thing — Hitler & Stalin , Anime girl & boy , \( A \) & \( B \) — because what matters is that there are 2 or more entities within this Very domain without space or time whenceforth ; the key is recognizing that there is one creator — let Us designate It as \( W_c \) — and one or more Interacting agents — Let Us designate Them as \( P_1 \) to \( P_\infty \) , or even \( W_1 \) to \( W_\infty \) as It makes no — tangible — difference if We were to designate the creator as the \(P_c\) — because : if only \( W_c \) , or \( P_c \) exists , the result of the function \( f_M \) is just \( W_c \) , or \( P_c \)  , again since there are no other Variable contributes but Our reality is clearly not just \( W_c \)  , or \( P_c \) , moreover ; We have a Faux reality that includes at least the existence of time , ergo — this implies that : True reality contains at least 2 Fundamental components ; allowing \( f_M \) to produce something beyond a Singular Value—giving rise to This — specific — moment and because time doesn't exist in the True universe , It's possible such that \( f_M \) never — actually - executed — not like Quantum fluctuations , but in the way It rather didn't happen at all , which means ; Our , or rather My , Faux reality isn't even an attosecond of Any-thing , therefrom We can conclude that ; in essence True reality is akin to how Religious — abrahamic — people talk about God  — utterly beyond comprehension of humans , in other words ; It means that at the Same " moment " in the Real reality , more than Infinite instances of \( f_M \)'s both ; occurred , didn't occur - combined with the fact that — since \( t \) doesn't exist \( f_M \) runs Null & Infinite times — the distinction being meaningless — because both the terms " null " & " infinite " depend on a Space-time fabric to be meaningful , and They're — essentially — just — abstract — relations — as They're not Independent entities leads Us to another conclusion : there's a possibility that in some other \( f_M \) You exist like I do now , but because Our instances of \( f_M \) are different , My Current Faux reality doesn't stem from Thine , ergo ; It's sheer Statistical absurdity - Unimaginably Large numeri aligning just right across Multiple instances — causing Your Current state appearing in Mine Own Faux reality — due to an Impossibly Precise Over-lap of probability across Incomprehensible Faux realities — and all these Faux realities , be It ones We exist and mirror each other or not , either exist or don't , simultaneously , in the Timeless Real universe — which never  — really — began , never ended , and never even " was ".


What — exactly — are \( P \) & \( W \) , according to the definations stated hereinabove ?


To that , My readers , the Straight-forward answer is : They're — simply — Place-holders — defined only by the fact that each is not the other , yay ; that's the — entire — distinction one may find betwixt Them , which We can show as : \( P \neq W \) , and if more are needed , We can — & should - use \( P_1 \) , \( P_2 \) , \( P_3 \) or \( W_1 \) , \( W_2 \) , \( W_3 \) as needed , since these just represent Distinct units — each one different from the rest , meaning : no order , no count , no Inherent properties — just Individual & Unique identifiers , one shall think of Them like 2 Blank cards which are different by identity , and naught more , alas ; that begs the question : how does Any-thing can emerge from This arrangement ? That's where the illusion mechanism We've created in the aforementioned STATUS UPDATE , \( f_M \) , comes in since It takes these Empty identifiers and generates the experience of a reality with \( t \) , objects , people , & events , alas - notwithstanding ; this is naught but projection , to clarify : should You were to strip \( fM \)'s Out-put bare You'd find that what remains are only these Featureless entities , thenceforth ; We can conclude as thus : when We talk about Infinite versions -e.g./ \( P_1 \) to a.i./ or \( W_1 \) to a.i./ , We're not — actually — implying an Infinite collection of Real entities but — merely - stating that the Illusion engine might need more Distinct inputs to create More Varied Out-puts , hence ; one shan't not remember the subscripts are a convenience — just a way to reference more blanks and that They don't represent quantity , order , or measurement of Any kind , verily ; this does seem to be confusing , How-ever ; fray not — let Me explain : since We — instinctively — expect labels , or names — in general , to carry meaning and in This model Every-thing — that normally gives a label It's meaning such as space , time , attributes — has been stripped away leading Us to discover — at least — 2 things , \( P_x \) & \( W_c \) or \( P_c \) & \( W_x \) , defined — solely - by being different from one another , which — in turn ; causes a disorientation in parsing , yet - formally ; the \( Domain \) \( U \) contains — at least , or only — 2 elements , \( P_x \) & \( W_c \) or \( P_c \) & \( W_x \) , there are no operations , no relationships , & no features except that \( P \neq W \) , moreover ; let Us formalize This structure to get a set as stated hereinafter : \( \{ P_i, W_j \} \) , which in turn shows Us that Only truth in Real reality is :

\[ \forall i,j \left[ (i \neq j \rightarrow (P_i \neq P_j \land W_i \neq W_j)) \land (P_j \neq W_j \land P_i \neq W_i) \right] \]


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Date : 20250517
STATUS UPDATE № 6
NORM
Said They : the devil that You know is better than the devil that You don't know , to Our faces , surely ; one can't ignore the merit in That statement , alas ; Some devil are better of with Us & Some are not , and that is — My readers — the Very essence of the truth about what to keep and what to not — as in : devil's useful as long as It's working for Us and not against.

Nie calkiem : wſiąg modly zanosię , jeno zmienilem przed kim sę uniżam.


Dare I say , nay , I dare to proclaim : should You wish to open My flesh in a Grotesque manner to see the truth lying underneath of It ; with ripping It apart into 2 — opening It freely , You'd not see a collection of Ephemeral Wet meat that's bound to wither away & Dry Calcium reserves ready to break under pressure under My skin — for inside Me flows not a Metallic Viscious Crimson liquid You can hold , but instead ; You would lay Thine eyes upon — the language of Mine Auspicious goddess & deity übel - Mittelhochdeutsch spew forth out of the wound You've opened , because ; I am naught but a Person masquerading as a Biological Life-form that happens to be a Bi-pedal mammal , who still happens to be laying a belief that transcends the Man-kind's logic while — patiently — waiting for the embracement of warmth akin to that of saints' , alas ; I wonder if You were to go Deep enough , would You find what's in Me beautiful for once , as in : will the red look like flowers blooming or will It just be another mess for Some-one else to clean , surely ; maybe I'll be — finally — free or maybe I'll just disappear into the same naught I've been staring at for years , nonetheless ; why — My dear — do You appear so flustered , pray tell : is It something I've done or — mayhaps — is It Your Guilty conscience that do betray You ?
Hm , You want to see Mine eye , right one — It is , alas — nay ; You mayn't — for They're still not crying blood from joy , verily ; such a mistake of world to let Me not cry the Crimson fluid when My brain fills with serotonin & dopamine , but alas ; that is the truth , I weep not blood but cause Disgusting vibrations of Animal sounds in the medium We use to breathe — truly , that is not commendable.
Voi sunteti cei care M-Au infuriat , da , Voi sunteti , Voi sunteti. Soferul trece pe rosu , iar baladele sfatuiesc " Las-O balta. ". Au loc accidente rutiere de-a lungul coastei si acel avion s-a prabusit in mare. Animale si reclame pe sticla Alba, femei cu gambele & picioarele Acoperite si cu hijaburi. Voi sunteti cei care M-Ati infuriat. Avioane , mita , mobilier , si predici despre moralitate. Painile devin din ce in ce mai mici zi de zi : " Lasati domnii sa manance tort. " dar butelii si tevi pentru apa & poruncile sefului. Nu am niciun dubiu in privinta asta , sunt sigur de asta. Fara suparare  , sunt furios dar Voi sunteti cei care M-Ati infuriat. Vino alaturi de Mine , am un loc pentru toata lumea ; Toti prietenii Mei sunt napoleon sau cezar — de asemenea , poti gasi multi hitleri printre Ei.
Have You ever wondered why angels are frightening and demons are as beautiful as succubi ? Because the sons of darkness adorn Them-selves in beauty , so that They might lure the hearts of men and lead Them unto perdition , while ; the messengers of Mine appear in dread & glory , so that They may ward off the unclean & stand as a terror to all ill.

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Date : 20250515
STATUS UPDATE № 5
NORM
To clarify : I - already — pirate stuff — don't I , therefore ; I asked My-self — It's already illegal , so , what's the difference of It from C.S.A.m. or gore or any other stuff , in the end — after all ; aren't all of Them made out of 1s and 0s — yay , only difference is that one is enforced more firmly but really , one shan't choose any favorites if They want to go This route — for all of Them are same , just that humans view different , More-over ; why is pirating a movie a " crime " — in the Loosest sense , but other Digital content suddenly makes people call others " Mentally unstable " and " worth killing over " , I dare ask : It's all illegal , isn't It , ergo ; what kind of Moral Tier list exists to make one packet of data " rebellion " & another " sick " , verily ; Society decides arbitrarily what data ruins lives and what data gets turned into banters , surely — one musk reflect upon It ; is It about harm , or is It about control ; is the law just an Ever-shifting boundary of what humans can tolerate pretending not to see , interesting indeed -when We take notice of this : computers , and in reality code It-self , doesn't care what It's showing , as in ; there's no Moral compass in Thine Hard drives — It doesn't say  , " Oops , This image is a little too fucked up , let Us delete It. " but rather will show Hello kitty or Office works or Snuff porn Same neutrality because It's all just bytes , ergo ; We can conclude that : the only ones freaking out are the Wet Meat sacks who made up rules about what's okay to see and what's not , and that says more about Human psychology than Any-thing else , interestingly ; one can come to the conclusion as such : humans are — really — Over-reacting to images or videos of C.S.A.m. as It's Some-thing that has — already — happened & over with the viewer having no control over It - surprisingly ; humans decide that having no agency on It still contributes to the pain , which is - frankly — kind of weird stance — without considering those points : firstly ; why viewing an event and letting the urges of " protect the Off-spring " light up , which — inevitebly — gets unfilled due to fact that It's a screen & recording of Some-thing that has happened a Long-time ago causing Severe Unneeded Emotional pain , Where-as ; They ought to view It as a Natural thing , and secondly ; a star dying is more important & gorgeous than a Meat bag getting penetrated by another Meat bag's Any part a Few leaps , of Rocky planet's , before around a Generic star , isn't It , as in the Cosmic importance even — Highly — skews towards regarding nebulæ as Vital events rather than Terra Sol-3 rotating 19 more times , what's even the importance in that , for I am the only being that is important to Me and not beings I know not Their names of — as They hate piracy as It causes Finanical loss but in the Same time pirating C.S.A.m. , according to law , is same as paying for It , whenceforth ; We can say that : the logic about the legality of Every-thing really is what the Ruling class want , and not reality It-self - life is weird , with so many " Slippery slopes " I don't — about where They are currently cut — agree to.

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Date : 202505W1
STATUS UPDATE № 4
NORM

If I ever become a goddess , one of the First things I will do is spawning an angel on top of the place de la bastille — an angel that will have Whese characteristics listed henceforth , while floating 30 m AGL: at It's core , This angel is a perfect sphere — 10 m in diameter — around which the rest of It's anatomy is arranged ; radiating Out-wards from that core is a Wing-span measuring approx. 140 m in Total width with 150 Individual wings — each 70 maround — in circumference - encircling the Spherical core in Over-lapping tiers , moreover ; This being possesses It's Own localized gravity , i.e./ stand any region of It's surface — be It a segment of wing or the core It-self — and one remains affixed , as though invoking the gravity of a Small planetoid , furthermore ; each one of the 150 wings is composed of feather , Uniformly white in color , and scattered across the surfaces of each wing are human eyes which emit a Continuous flow of Blood-like fluid , which collects on the Wing surfaces and then evaporates into Surrounding vapor , to be more specific ; the wings are arranged in Concentric rings around a Central Spherical core which is made out of Alternating Human & Canine teeth — ultimately , forming a Solid exterior composed of Tightly packed & Irregular Ivory units with integrated into This surface is a pair of lips , purple in coloration & Anatomically oversized , with Their function being ; acting as an mouth holding the Interior cavity — revealing It when They part , and within This cavity is a face composed of Decomposed flesh with the skin being desiccated in Some places , revealing Under-lying Anatomical layers — such as Muscle fibers & tendons , moreover ; the face In-side the core features 2 eyes with White sclerae , Black irises , & Central White Circular structures with the eyes being positioned to face outwards and are capable of Motion tracking despite the absence of Visible muscles , in addition to these Central eyes ; there are numerous other Human-alike eyes embedded both Internally & Externally on the structure of the core & the Surrounding wings , to talk about Their characteristics ; all of These eyes emit a White light of High luminosity , with that illumination having the effect of altering Local lighting conditions — i.e./ when That light travels through space , It replaces Night-time darkness with Day-light levels of brightness , & vice versa , meaning ; if It’s Day-time , It becomes night. The angel will emit 2 Vocal phenomena : the first is the Repeated phrases ; « יִתְהַלֵּל שְׁמָהּ , יִתְהַלֵּל שְׁמָהּ ; שִׂמְחוּ וְחַבְּקוּ אוֹתָהּ ; אֵין אֱלֹהִים אֶלָּא הִיא, וְהִיא הָרַחֲמָנִית הַיְּחִידָה ׃ » — read : « Yithallel shemah , yithallel shemah ; Simchu vechabku otah ; Ein Elohim ella hi , vehi ha-Rachamanit ha-yechidah. » , « Laus illi, laus illi ; gaudete et amplectimini eam ; nullus deus nisi illa ; sola est misericors. » , & « سُبْحَانَهَا ، سُبْحَانَهَا ؛ افْرَحُوا وَاحْتَضِنُوهَا. لَا إِلٰهَ إِلَّا هِيَ ، وَهِيَ الرَّحِيمَةُ الْوَحِيدَةُ. » — read : « Subḥānahā, subḥānahā; ifraḥū wa-iḥtaḍinūhā. Lā ilāha illā hiya, wa-hiya al-raḥīmah al-waḥīdah. » , and This voice occurs in the absence of any Mechanical or Anatomical movement associated with speech , passing that ; the second is a message , the message is as follows : " Be not afraid , for She is merciful beyond Mortal comprehension. Bring forth Your offerings , for She regards Them with favor , yet know this ; such gifts — though accepted — are not the tribute She demands. The covenant She requires is older than flesh , and deeper than bone. You shall offer unto Her not grain , nor gold , nor token of labor — but blood. The blood that bore you. Flesh that named You. You shall lay upon her altar Your sires & wombs , those who gave You breath. In This sacred unmaking shall Her will be fulfilled , and in the smoke of kin unbound , She shall be glorified. " , and This message is also delivered without any Visible Anatomical means of production and both of These voices are heard at 65 dB within 700 m of distance without increase nor decrease in the intensity of the voice.


to Dear readers ;

after a Long time of thinking to My-self about the invitation hereinabove written , as listed ; whether to write an rebuttal to It or not , whether to express what Mine heart confesses or not , whether to scream Mine Unfiltered thoughts about being called " a pretentious prick! " ; I've came to the conclusion : I do have a need to express My — no matter how much I've tried to not make It appear that way in My mind & the things henceforth said — Rather cruel , & I use This word with Immense regret as I still love Every-one of You , therefore ; let Me be free , and decide Mine Own route , for I need freedom to express My-self : on being called " a pretentious prick " , on Self-respect , & on having a " Corrupt World-view " & My kindness getting called " fake " , & on Me being a " dum-dum " & an Educated person — Honourable readers , I will hereinunder refer to Mine Esteemed brother ; firstly — on having a Corrupt World-view & My kindness getting called " fake " ; let Us recite before We stray hence , remember the words spoken in the past : " Ye have heard that it hath been said, [ ' ] Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. [ ' , b]ut I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; " , and I beseech — Under-stand It's meaning , not only read , what I mean is as thus ; verily — These words do paint a Sublime ethic , Far surpassing the Common instincts of Us — " love Thine enemies " It's said — not merely in thought or sentiment : but in Our deeds & word — one must note that These words are not for counseling , but a command from the divine urging Us not to return evil with evil nor to react to malice with malice , but ; to bestow Good-will upon those who ; despise , curse , & / or hate Us , for 'tis not a response of Under-standing but escalation — shall I ask You , Mine Esteemed friend , aren't We apes trying to find Our ways , answer is thus : yay , We are , then I ask You , again : why shall We hold mercy when It's free to give , why shall We keep grudges for a river that was tainted time ago , I prithee — remember ; remember words of Mine , hadn't I say unto You " We can't trust Our past nor Inherited knowledge nor the understanding of now , because They are False memories that don't even exist in a Real universe in the first place. " — did I , then tell Me : why I should ; hate man for They are hateful , despite Them for They do , belittle Them for They make fun — when all is happening in a Faux reality , a mere hallucination , tell Me — hadn't I say unto You " ( ... ) while even My Deeper Real will doesn't match with My Faux will ( ... ) " , I did — verily ; then , why shall I run vengeance upon Those who wronged Me — isn't It Over-the-top response They don't need , yea — It is , isn't It the word of Mine that's to protect My-self , yea — It is ; then answer Me , from the bottom of Thine heart , even while the words of the old says " ( ... ) and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you ( ... ) " — how can I keep grudges so little & insignificant for people here , I can't — Mine friend — for They're as not real as I am not , How-ever ; My World-view is one that's of Utmost unstable , as You think that I love unconditionally because I care — nay , My brother , I love unconditionally and hate so little because I know that in This illusion of f_M , I know to think one's place is as unchanging as a mountain — there , until You can't see It there , I Kindly beseech You ; heed My words & kidness for They're born out of necessity & love for order , for I am the most powerless & fragile , for My kindness is Deeply rooted in the ethic of forgiveness , mercy , & detachment from Worldly malice ; as I am not the ruler of This reality , unlike being in a Lucid dream , ergo ; I'm not being kind because I'm fake : I'm being kind since in this Strange hall of mirrors We call existence , mercy is the only Sane choice to live — behold & lo , then You will see , how I was a No-body that became loved — a being not beknownst to Them now getting 7 or 10 different names ; that's the consequence of opening Thine arms , secondly — on Me being a " dum-dum " & an Educated person ; heed My words , again — for I recite Them : " ( ... )I am Intellectually indistinguishable from a , literally — not figuratively , post-brain-surgery Earth-worm in any Tangible way , therefore ; please Kindly refrain from labeling Me as a person with " infinite knowledge " , as I only Certainly know that I don't know everything and that I don't live in a vacuum. " , said I — why You think Me of a person with knowledge more than what It is , a Pitiful worm — then ; whence You come to that conclusion , send Me thither — as I ought to see It with Mine eyes to parse Their meaning , lest We fall in despair — I recite a genre I told You : Child books , manga , & anime — for I am a person knows naught until I need knowledge in that sector or need to know due to Mine hunger for information , You shan't not dismiss Me as an intellectual — for I am not one , whenceforth ; I say : meaning is loaded by words , I know naught other than I know naught , I say : don't take Me for a Clever person , whilst I suffer from Damned fruit We call Human intelligence — a Limited & Unreliable narrator bound by Ephemeral senses , thirdy — on Self-respect ; You call Me Some-body without even an ounce of Self-respect — I say , yay , unto You ; for You're right , I reject having Self-respect , for Mine existence not of Human result but already a Faux & Meaningless & Unstable construction We call ego — for My being is not Me , why shall I squeeze Mine hands to bleed when I know that Mine existence deserves not a reason nor a purpose , fourthly — on being called " a pretentious prick " ; as I speak I think , as I write to be recorded — You call these , records of Me , a prick & pretentiousness , how pitiful ; for I explained as thus in My comment : " tis My Colloquial register , sir " , for You to not heed My words but to chase the lands that run away from being grounded in reality — that is what I call the true loss , shan't We name It as such , moreover ; if I were to be labeled a prick , then shall Every-one be prick — for It would make world more saner & safe ​  , lastly — Mine friend ; You speak of Me as I am a being made out of Good-omens , nay , that can't be further than the truth — for I am a person who's a( n ) ; vile , hateful , bigot , islamophobe , amoral — akin to how My Goddess & Saviour übel is — who would do Any-thing under the guarantee of not seeing consequences & having fun , & al. , I dare You : can You still call Me a person , knowing I am made out of sin & not goodness , alas ; " Answer Mine questions presented hereinabove ! " would I say , if I were to play My Sadistic side — but nay , You deserve better , thus ; shall You get better for I am not in need to hurt You for fun , lest I be attacked by You — though , I admit , keeping things civil would be the much appreciated response ,

by Your most Obliged servant.


You see , My friend , in True reality — the one Out-side of fM's simulation — \(W\) & \(P\) don't even have properties beyond " not equal to each other " , which means there's no " good " or " bad " , and — especially — " Self-esteem " , " tacos " , or " purpose " to be conferred or withheld — those are illusions by \(f_M\) , wherefore — one can say ; purpose isn't shipped , It isn't Pre-burned into Some silicon , but It's code , noise , or What-ever \(f_M\) decides to " render " next. Let Us call things by Their Real names , namely : You want Me to believe that I'm — let Me check My notes , ah — suffering because I don't strap on a parade of affirmations Every morning to My-self , surprise ; guess what , It doesn't matter even the slightest , as in the Only Real domain , the set \(Domain \, U\{W, P\}\) , there's no " I " to love or hate because " I " is just the \(W\) & \(P\)'s \(f_M\) representation of believing It-self to be human , that is to say ; Your diagnosis of " lack " is as empty as the space between \(W\) & \(P\) , which — alert : spoilers — doesn't even exist , surely ; here's where You Fundamentally Mis-under-stand Me yet again : there is no " Me " to Under-stand in the First place , and that's where Your accusation with Your Therapy-originated Buzz-words & Cartoon diagnosis is wrong , as I use the word " I " not because I suffer the delusion of Self-hood ; but because grammar — that Ancient Bureaucratic tyranny of Sentence construction — still demands a Sacrificial lamb for Syntactic completion , even when the altar's empty & the gods are long dead , whenceforth ; don't Mis-take My syntax for belief , nor My coherence for conviction — for the " ego " you think You're saving already died a While ago when I was playing AI : the Somnium files , and ; what you're talking to now is just a puppet whose strings are made out of Loosely Bundled Electrical firings & Neural associations dancing on a stage , responding because that's what this Specific cluster of Simulated matter does when confronted with Dramatic arrogance wrapped in concern — but do not ever again presume I've " forgotten " Self-worth because I don't even have a " Self " to begin with.


R E T U R N

Date : 20250503
STATUS UPDATE № 3
NORM
Humans are machines of flesh , & one's ego is an illusion made by Your Floating Protein-cell organ , moreover ; They ought to know : " L'art pour l'art. " , ergo ; Their sin — as an artist & a being — is to try to take Some-thing that was never Theirs in the First place : art , and try to use It for Self-value or profit — whilst not Under-standing That information is a Shared Re-source , during Their usage of Capitalist Copy-right system to Gate-keep It , yay ; They're a sinner.

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